Toms feelings

I just uncovered that Gatsby was involved in a hit and run scene that killed my mistress Myrtle. Daisy was in the car with him, and she could just as well be long gone, maybe even gone forever. O yet to understand the relationship between Daisy and Gatsby, but after today, I'm very concerned. Everyone is hot with their emotions. Whenever someones emotions tip over the edge, they either explode into fury or burst into tears. I am in the middle of these emotions where I could explode, or cry. But men don't cry and I will continue to keep my poise. Gatsby exploded with anger during our meeting up in New York, and look how that turned out, driving home in a ball of fury, killing my Myrtle, and running off as if he could care less. I swear to God I hate that Gatsby. He is nothing but a huge lie. He has no honor behind his wealth, and his wealth is only made from a corrupted inside business with the mayor. All I can hope is that when I return home, I will return home to my Daisy. I no longer have my Myrtle, and i'm on the brink of losing my wife, so I pray she will be home when I come home. I know she will be home when I arrive. I will continue to keep my poise. I will continue to act like a gentleman. Im going to break if my wife isn't home...